Original post written: Tuesday 24th January 2012
So since August The Boy and I have kept in contact regularly. Mainly asking about work etc. Just nice, normal conversation. Then in December when I met Mr Perfect Ten I freaked out. The Boy had texted and I decided to see him one last time. Big mistake: At this point I hadn't slept with Mr Perfect Ten and I wonder what would have happened if I hadn't seen The Boy...
Drove to see him in December before Xmas, got there at 1am... Crazy sex all night, then he asked why my friends hated him. So I told him about the abortion. Told him how I felt, how he makes me feel, and basically just laid my cards on the table. Then I said I thought I had met the guy (Mr Perfect Ten)...
He reacted pretty well. I think he's finally grown up and understood how much he had hurt me in the past and how much I had gone through without him knowing (the abortion). Afterwards, we had the most amazing sex ever. When we were lying down after, he kept saying 'Wow, wow'. I left the next day saying I would keep in touch, but for me, that was it... I honestly think he understood.
Obviously I got back, had terrible sex with Perfect Ten and we broke up. The Boy knows about this and said I need to visit. After Mr Indie he said I had to. So this Sunday I am going, just for some fun, because he makes me laugh and we have a good time together.
This is going to be interesting if I see him I think, mainly because he knows now that I am dating older men, and I'm not sure he likes it, mainly because they have ten years on him. Additionally because he knows I'm trying to replace him and the fact that my sex-scale is named after him... He's a 10 on the scale and everyone else is simply competing to be as good as him. Brummie got close in terms of skills but The Boy has the emotional, magnetic attraction too and that cannot be taught.
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