M and I have completely broken up. I have no feelings for him anymore in terms of physical sexual desire. After seeing The Boy I knew that it was over as for me, only The Boy makes me feel like that at the moment. (The man, as I've said before, is a God in the bedroom...!)
I've heard from The Boy nearly everyday since I saw him. We did some very naughty SnapChat exchanges one night two weeks ago. I couldn't sleep for ages after because I was so turned on. Usually though we don't mention anything to do with feelings or sex. Just general updates which is reassuring because I didn't want everything to change after seeing him. I did however go out and get horrendously drunk one night with a friend and may have sent him some emotive messages. I pretty sure he thought it was hilarious though, as did I, once my hangover had subsided.... I really need to learn to stop being a 'lover' when I drink!
Anyway, things are okay, just need to get through the next week or so with a holiday and wedding with M...
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