Went to see him. Standard stuff. Just TB and I being our usual selfs until this morning when he announced that he hadn't put Leeds in his top 5 places for next year. I had suspected but hadn't had this verified. I was tired and emotional and went quiet on him. Ended up crying... Again.
Basically he said he couldn't move or expect me to wait around when he's not sure what is going to happen. He thinks that it wouldn't work with us, and if we tried, then we'd just mess it up so there is no point.
He's going to move down south next year. I'm almost certain of this. And then I won't see him, unless I go via his on the way to my parents. But I doubt that will happen.
I can't write anymore because I'm still so raw about it all. I'm sad because it's so obvious to me what we should do. But you can't make someone do something that they don't want to do. That's life. And if one day it's right, then it will happen.
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