Haunted

I said in my last post how I always feel like I'm haunted and forever changed now by TB. It's like everytime I find someone else, I compare them to him, even though I know he's not perfect either, no one ever measures up.

Since I last saw him contact was good to begin with, one day he didn't stop texting me and asking me stuff. Then the last couple of weeks things have cooled considerably. I understand why; he's scared, and he knows that together we are perfect but he knows that to make it work he's going to have to move. TB is 23 in a week, he's still a boy really....

Both of us are so busy, my new job is insane and I love it, but I'm working so hard at the moment. He is too; final year medicine, 90 miles away from me. How can I expect things to be okay and work out when everything is against us?

I truly believe that if it's meant to be then eventually it will work out. In the end, everything will be okay.Until then, there isn't much I can do other than leave him be and be thankful that I've gotten to experience a love and a feeling like I got when we were together...