Thursday, 24 October 2013

A new start...?

So I've found a new place away from M and a new start for 2014. For me, 2013 is a year that I'd rather forget. The year has just been so incredibly sad, full of arguments and general upset. Even the high points of the year; watching Al get married was marred by M being obnoxious and selfish on the day and ignoring me and my friends. 
I guess I need to move to make a fresh break. The house is shared and beautifully decorated inside. It's also around the corner from school so I can walk every day. It's going to be hard not seeing M everyday but I need this because we are still arguing occasionally and it's horrendous. All I want is for us to be normal friends. 
I don't want a boyfriend, the idea repulses me. I'm having minor flirtatious with a few guys, but I seriously don't want to commit at the moment... I'm too scarred now by TB and the arguments I had with M.... 

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